L o n e l y

I dont even know why i'm blogging at this hour. It'z 3.30am and i got work tommorrow at 9am which gives me a grand total of less than 5 hours sleep.

I do feel lonely and yes i do miss her alot. The thing is i was so tempted to call her but i thought it would be wise otherwise. A good friend of mine whom just found out about it called and it was kinda relieving to actually talk to someone. Maybe i should just get back with the one i love? Maybe i should just move on? I really don't know.

All i know right now is i'm listening to my head more than my heart. I don't do this often though. I really love this girl alot but circumstances forced me to do otherwise. It doesnt help when you wake to a room and the first thing you see is her stuff. Damn it hurts.

I think i'll stop now before i make myself even more depressed. I do love you alot meowz and i don't know what to do right now.

p.s. Hope Arsenal loses & hope I get a new job!

~ 4 jugs of beer and half a bottle of Black ~