Can't hold back no more.

Fuck. Last Saturday showed me alot of things. First and foremost, i think it's an unspoken rule to not flirt with your friend's ex-gf when the break up is still fresh and more importantly in front of you! What The Fuck were you thinking Rueben? Sheesh.

I know i was told by others there just fucking ignore it and just don't waste your time being sad and the others were just speechless but it's easier said than done. Least this will make my resolve stronger.

If there is one thing Saturday night showed me is that I never wanna be in that spot again, i'm put up with so much over the one and a half years. I don't wanna recall incidents because it would only hurt more. It also showed me how some 'friends' are just all about getting laid. Fuck you morons.

There i've said what i've kept bottled inside. Fuck love it ain't worth this much pain.

~Tequilla anyone?~