Here i am once again ...

Back to where i was. A phase of which i am confused emotionally and confused careerwise. There are always so many questions but so few answers.

X: Eh why roundabout got at the most 4 exits only ah?
Me: er... i dunno

X: How come the AirAsia booking line no one answer one?
Me: I dunno...ask them la.

X: Wah how come you need two big screens in such a small space? So rich ah?
Me: Hmm..ask me for wad? I only know must put there and there! Ask that guy la..

Ok, these aren't the question i'm talking about but just an example that not a day goes by without being faced with a question that you can't answer.

Currently stuck in the hotel room overlooking Gurney Drive and trying to get hold of an AirAsia sales rep. TV's on but no one's watching; Discovery Channel about some migration of animals on the Nile bla bla bla ... you get why no one's watching.

I feel drained with so many thoughts and feelings at the moment. Can't seem to express anything to anyone. I'm not much of a talker and i do not pour my heart out to people i'm not close with. In fact, since Satruday the only time i've felt trouble-free is when i'm busy with work or when i eventually fall asleep.

Someone once told me whenever in doubt don't trust anyone or anything except yours heart but someone else also told me whenever in doubt have a stout. I think i'll do both.