Merdeka!

Why does everyone go out and get wasted on Merdeka?

Free booze? Nope.

Public holiday? Maybe.

Just another reason to party? Most likely.

Fuck. Don't know where to go tonite but will be decided over drinks so i'm guessing where there is more drinks is the place to go. Mark said come to 'Laundry' LOL .. will see how later.

Don't dream about going to KL though. It sounds crazy with all the road closures. Alright. Merdeka then!

~Feel like whiskey tonite!~

Can't hold back no more.

Fuck. Last Saturday showed me alot of things. First and foremost, i think it's an unspoken rule to not flirt with your friend's ex-gf when the break up is still fresh and more importantly in front of you! What The Fuck were you thinking Rueben? Sheesh.

I know i was told by others there just fucking ignore it and just don't waste your time being sad and the others were just speechless but it's easier said than done. Least this will make my resolve stronger.

If there is one thing Saturday night showed me is that I never wanna be in that spot again, i'm put up with so much over the one and a half years. I don't wanna recall incidents because it would only hurt more. It also showed me how some 'friends' are just all about getting laid. Fuck you morons.

There i've said what i've kept bottled inside. Fuck love it ain't worth this much pain.

~Tequilla anyone?~

That's true

Trust me i'm bored and i still can't finish my things-to-do list. :P

You are 87% Pisces

How Pisces Are You?

Woot

LMAO .. you gotta be kidding me.

You Are a Mermaid

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are. While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need. Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational. You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

Zzzz

It's been almost 24 hours since i last slept. Yesterday was Nanny's 15th day prayers so it ended with driving to Templar's Park to do the final ceremony.

Didn't help that once we finished the prayers our car couldn't start. Mind you this was at 5.30am. AAM took like 1 and a half hours to get there which meant i had to drive back home in the Monday morning traffic jam plus the first day of school after the holidays.

Aiyoh, so damn tired now but can't sleep. I'll probably blog again in the next couple of hours if i can't sleep. Really stoned now.

~Need Zzzzz~

Tuesday starts early

Got this via email. I can't sleep so might as well post something up. Tuesday has begun. Time to finally do my MyKad!!!

Monday Blues

The weekend was something. Friday at Laundry and Saturday at Atrium. Don't really want to talk about it that much. I'm suppose to come up with a 'Things-to-do List'

The list is actually still growing so i'mma ask for a delay in posting it up. :D

John showed me this game. I actually spend like 30 mins on it. Talk about being bored eh. The Superman Game!

Also, Saturday Nights will never be the same since the EPL has begun. You'll Never Walk Alone!

~10 months of EPL Action~

Things will only get better?

Time to wake up. Enough of not getting things done. Life is too short to postpone things to another day, week, month, year.

I was checking out kennysia's Marathon Cam and it made me think how come i have not run the marathon? Okay, maybe i might stop halfway or might stop for a teh tarik then continue but still i'll finish it i think.

Was talking to this friend who's gonna do her master's un UK next month and that made me think why am i not doing my master's? WTF?! Okay to be fair maybe i don't want to do my master's so i'll let up on this one.

Mohan is a hardcore diver. How come i've never went diving before? Always wanted to but not effort has been done to do anything about it too. Get to visit the islands as well. That's like two birds with one stone.

There is so much to accomplish yet we choose to do the same thing over and over again. How stupid and routine is that? Enough of whining and time to do something about it i say.

Let me draw up a list of things to do on my next post. Cheers

We all miss you Nanny

The story goes on...

I'm dead tired. I don't think i've been this mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted. On sunday when my grandma passed on, I didn't really had a chance to sit down and grasp the situation. Someone had to go do the police report and the burial permit and the newspaper ads right?

Gobi, Krishnan, Kuma, Chris and Sara came by to pay their respects though. Sabrina also came which kinda suprised me but i think my sister called her. That night, most of the family didn't sleep choosing instead to be together and recalling stories my grandma. That was really sad.

I managed to doze off for like 2 and a half hours before i had to be ready to expect ppl. Relatives came pouring in and it hurts me to see my mum cry everytime a close relative comes and gives their condolences. Argh.

The time i really broke down was when my cousins and me carried the coffin out to the garden where they did the ceremony. I didn't stop crying for another 2 hours. I can't explain the loss i felt when they cremated the body. (Thanks Kent, Luke and Conrad for coming)

My grandma and me go way back. She took care of me when my parents went to work. I used to buy veggies for her in the market, buy roti canai, buy chee cheong fan and once in a while buy Guinness Stout when she felt like it. All this when i was not even 12.

Once i finished my SPM, i left home (mum's place) and moved in with my grandma. College was nearer plus she needed someone to run around for her. During these times our bond grew stronger than ever. I'll always remember those days.

Yesterday, we went to Port Klang to throw her ashes into the ocean. Today my grandma made her last journey. We flew up to Penang to place her urn in a Buddish temple right near my grandfather.

I think in the past 4 days i've slept less than 8 hours. It's almost 6am now and i'm still awake.

I hope anyone who's reading doesn't think i'm looking for sympathy or telling my sad story for the world to read. I want everyone to know what an amazing person my grandma was. She will always be in my heart for all that she's done for me.

I can never repay you Nanny. Love you always.


Life is expected to go on as normal from tommorrow onwards but Sundays will never be the same again. You see my family no matter, how far or how busy will always make Sunday lunch a big family affair because of Nanny's insistance since a long time ago. This coming Sunday is sure going to feel weird.

~15 day prayers fasting~

p.s. Sabrina, i'm not accusing you of anything. I think if you have something to say to me say it and don't put ' You know who you are ' as in your blog. It would be appreciated.

Rest in Peace

My grandma passed away on Sunday morning.

I appreciate and thank everyone for their support, messages and wishes.

I love you Nanny. You will be missed.

All roads lead to Rome?

I don't know if all roads lead to Rome but everything happens for a reason i guess. My friends have been really great. Thanks peeps you know who you all are.

Grandma still in hospital.

Work prospects looks promising suddenly.

Miss her.

Sigh.

I have been out every single day since god knows when. I need to slow down. Think i'll go to Singapore and live with my aunt for a while.

Sigh.

~Alcohol and more alcohol~

Fuck it.

Currently i think i'm going thru the worst phase in my life. Never been this bad before. I don't know how long this will last but at the rate i'm abusing myself i think i'll get a heart attack if i don't stop.

Looking for a job.

Loved one parted ways with me.

Grandma went into semi-coma.

~Way too much drinking~

Get me out of here!

In need of a high-paying low-work rate job somewhere ideally in Europe or Australia! Come get me please!!! Maybe i should go work on StarCruise? Hmmm least get to travel for free.

Anyways, last night Brian hooked me up with some invites for Velvet's Members Party. Some of the boys were there as well. Free drinks and chocolates were written on the invite.

Chris, Susan and me

With Tj and Shaul

Mr Krishnan and me

Don't feel like talking much today although i have alot to say. Fuck it i need a beer!

~Beer and Whiskey~

Jack Daniel's Party at TSB

This was really a 'Friends of Jack' party. Everyone who came knew everyone or was i high by the time people started coming in? Point to ponder. Krish and me were there at 6.30 to taste the excellent Lynchberg (correct spelling?) cocktail.

With Yani and Shame. What's with the lighter? LOL

The drink was so smooth that by the time TSB was filling up the free flow finished. Seriously i recommend this cocktail!

Shaul, Shahir and Megz acting VIP-ish

I know i saw loads of old friends which i haven't seen in ages. Partying like the good old days. Tony won a bottle! Lucky bugger hmmphh.

With the main man of the night Mark

The JD party started somekinda drinking spree which continued into the weekend. All i remember was getting sloshed on both friday and saturday nite.

Venues visited: Savanh, Loft, Atrium, Mojo, Ivy, Cynna and Wine Room.

Drinking stout at Wine Room!

Posing in Loft KL

Only exercise i did was on Sunday which was futsal. That also sprained the ankle. Think i need a new liver. Any donors?

~Beers, Stout and some vodka~

August beckons

What a mad month of July. Had several blow outs. Kent's bday at Oasis was one of them. Sabrina has put the video up but i just wanna give it more exposure so here we go again. Hips don't lie eh?


The Dancer
Then we had Luke doing the running man but didn't get that on video. Can't remember if Luke was high or not though.

Luke the man

The proceedings of the party were basically to get Kent wasted and TJ and me wasted no time in getting the Flaming Lambo's out.

Going...

Bumped into a couple of Indians who wanted to go for 'one-two' beers. The Chivas bottle is considered as 'One' drink right? YEAH RITE!

Girish, Baljin and Jason

These were the most sober people of the entire night. Sorry it ain't Laundry, but on that night Laundry would have been a tad pricey for us.

Sabrina, Delvin & Joey

This was taken during the first 30 mins of the free flow. After another hour, you get Kent on the video, May Ling and Mark dancing and Chris mysteriously leaving early :P

May Ling, Kent, Mark and Chris

...Going...

And how can i forget the PIMP himself? This dude also left mysteriously early but it was well explained the following day. Least he posed for us.

TJ

All i remember when i woke up the next day was 'Did we finish the Chivas? Fuck it! I'mma stop drinking!'

..Gone!

~Beers, whiskey and beers and whiskey~